I was awestruck at first, not knowing what to do or how to react, so he just dominated the kiss. When his hand came to my neck and caressed it, tickling my sweet spot, I immediately lost to him and kissed back, still leaving him in control, as I was completely inexperienced in such things.
"Evelyn, Evelyn, snap out of it!" Tara called, and I instantly recovered my senses and pulled away, breaking the kiss and turning away.
"Evelyn, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He tried to apologize, but I was willing to hear none of it. He had tried to take advantage of me during my weakest moment, and I couldn't allow it. He definitely wasn't good for me. I glared at him and pointed to the door, signaling him to leave immediately.
"No," he told me sternly, while I just stared at him in shock.
"No. I'm not leaving until I make you understand that I never meant to hurt you," he said and moved towards me while I slowly drifted backward carefully.
I shook my head and kept advancing backward, pleading with him not to do this. This scenario takes me back to the past, painful memories of rape and abuse that have haunted me continuously. Is history really about to repeat itself? But with Kayden instead?
No! I couldn't allow this; I couldn't let this happen no matter what. It isn't just me this time; my child is involved. What would happen to my child if I'm raped? My child won't be able to survive it. No, I've suffered too much to just let this slip by. I won't let anything happen to my pup no matter what.
I continued drifting backward and shaking my head vigorously while Kayden kept advancing towards me, a dark, unreadable expression on his face.