About seven months have passed, and I'm glad to say that these past seven months have been very good. My baby has been growing, and I can't believe how much this child has changed my view on life. I had formerly wanted to end my pregnancy, but now I almost can't wait to meet him or her. Things have been going so well ever since I decided to keep my pregnancy, which was actually contrary to what I'd expected.
I don't even have those nightmares anymore, and it's definitely the best feeling ever.
Elsie and Emily have already started helping me think up baby names, and so far, I've loved the names they suggested. If it's a boy, I'll call him Hayden or Renin, but if it's a girl, I'll call her Valeria or Tiana.
Kayden has been so very supportive of me, and I couldn't be grateful enough. Sometimes, I wish he was my mate instead of Zephyr. Maybe things might have been much different, but on the downside, if he were my mate, maybe I never would have had the chance to meet the wonderful people in my life, such as Ana, Elsie, and Emily. They're my family now, and I can't imagine life without them.
I have to admit that being pregnant does have its disadvantages. First of all, I'm always tired. My feet are swollen and hurt all the time; I can barely stand for an hour without feeling like I ran a marathon. My first trimester was terrible, with all the nausea, morning sickness, and painful nipples, but my third trimester seems to be the worst.
I've gained so much weight that I would have thought I was ugly if Kayden wasn't here to remind me of how beautiful I am every day.
Speaking of which, these past few months have come with their surprises. Ana has completely recovered, Elsie is pregnant now, Emily has found her mate, who turns out to be the beta's son, and Kayden and I have grown very close.
He's just been so good to me that I almost can't imagine going a day without him. He always makes me laugh and keeps me happy, and he's mostly the one who bears the brunt of my constant mood swings.