Ryan's POV
Valerie is still a mystery to me, and I can't seem to figure her out. One minute, she is barking out in a loud voice, making me angry and looking angry as well; and the other minute, she looks like someone who has no care in the world with her nonchalant attitude.
Sometimes, I wonder if she truly loved her ex because she doesn't look like one who is capable of loving, and she doesn't look like someone heartbroken by the one she loved.
I can't say what love is, except for one thing. My Mother.
She made me understand the true definition of love. It is always unconditional if it is true and pure. She made me know that there are different types of love and there are different things that lead to love.
Lust and attraction can drive you to the gates of love. Lust and attraction can also be mistaken for love.
All my life, all I had ever felt was lust for women who could satisfy my sexual desires.
There was once a time when I was always frequenting clubs and night parties. The days when I was called a rebel and an irresponsible teenager when all I only wanted was to experience everything my Mother told me about and even those things she never told me about.