He continues to curl his tongue around within me, one of his hands resting on my thigh whilst the other begins to quickly rub against me. I'm about to come apart, but I know that when I do he won't go any further, and I want this to happen tonight, right now.
"Rhodes, please, I want you, please," I puff out pleas in between jagged moans before Rhodes lifts his head up to watch me. I take my bottom lip in between my teeth as Rhodes crawls his way back up the bed and hovers above me, his hands on either side of my head, supporting his weight.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" His voice is low and soft; I can see that he wants me too, his eyes staring down at me with want and need. I need him too, I'm scared by how much I need him, but that's a problem to deal with another time. I quickly nod my head as Rhodes leans over the side of the bed and takes out a dark-colored foil wrapper. My hand absentmindedly runs through his curls softly as he lies all his weight to the side of me and tears open the condom wrapper with his teeth. I decide not to watch him slide it onto himself, instead focusing my gaze on a large freckle under his jaw. Rhodes kicks off his boxers and I realize I'm still wearing my bra. I lift my upper body a few inches off of the bed and unhook it from the back, sliding it off my shoulders and depositing it onto the floor.
He didn't ask me to do it, but he seems to be happy to be rid of the material. He resumes his previous position hovered over me as his eyes skim down my body, his tongue wetting his bottom lip.
"Are you ready?" he asks. I nod my head quickly. I am ready. He nudges my thighs apart with his hand before I can feel the tip of his length pressing against me. His head dips down into my neck to place a kiss below my ear. "You tell me if you want to stop, okay?"
"Okay," I breathlessly whisper before I grip into Rhodes's tight shoulders. My muscles begin to tighten as he presses himself slowly into me. I gasp slightly at the pressure, my body unaccustomed to him resulting in an uncomfortable pain. Rhodes groans softly into my ear, one of his hands holds my thigh as he tips himself deeper into me and holds himself there.
"Fuck, Amelia...you okay?" He lifts his head up and looks into my eyes. I didn't expect it to feel good the first time around, it doesn't normally for most people, but I didn't quite know what to expect. Still, I nod my head slowly, yes, it's painful but I know it's a temporary pain, and that it won't always feel like this. I don't want to tell him I'm in pain because I know for sure that he will stop, and that's what makes this part of it okay. Because I feel safe, I feel protected. I don't feel dominated or vulnerable, I know he wants this to feel good for me too.
"Can I move?" He rests his forehead against mine, remaining completely still which I can imagine is a bit of a challenge for him. The pain is still there, and I know that it will either get better or worse when he starts to move. I nod my head and press a soft kiss to his lips.