"Despite meeting such people, my troubles weren't nearly over. I suffered from severe PTSD. I had nightmares that led to insomnia and severe depression, which eventually almost led to suicide, and it was all because I had tried to hide my pain from the people who cared. I thought I could handle it all on my own, but I couldn't. I needed the love and support.
Sometimes, we don't need plans, plots, or schemes. We just need people to talk to, a willing shoulder to cry on, and let it all out. My case became so bad that I attempted suicide, but a friend managed to save me in time. I finally opened up to my new family and got the much-needed relief. But then, I found out about another disturbing fact: I was pregnant.
I had gotten pregnant from rape. I hated my baby's father, so I tried to get an abortion at first, but I just couldn't. So I decided to keep my baby and raise my child to be much better than her father, and I'm glad that I did. I have a wonderful family who is willing to support me through everything, and there's really nothing more I can ask for.
The most amazing thing that happened to me was love. Love came into my life in the form of Kayden and lifted me when I thought that I was worthless. I thought I didn't deserve to be loved, but he proved me wrong and showed me the possibilities.
He took away all the pain, bitterness, and loneliness, and now I can't imagine my life without him in it. Let love lead, Margallo. Just let it come into your life and take the pain, the insecurities, and the hatred away, just like it had done mine. Let it brighten your life and bring you so much joy.
Have you really asked yourself this? What would you gain by taking away Elsie's child?
Do you really want her to feel the same pain you went through when you lost yours? Will it truly make you happy to see them in pain and tear them apart? Look deep inside yourself and ask yourself. What is it you truly want? Revenge or happiness?" Those were the words that the last note read, and it dropped on Margallo like a bomb blast.
I saw genuine tears fall down her cheeks for the first time ever.