I go to my room, making my way to the bathroom. I look into the mirror and notice my face is flushed. I smile at myself, thinking about my time with Logan. I can't deny the attraction we both have for each other. I want to guard my heart, but how can I when I love helplessly? That's always been my weakness. I think about my time with Shawn - the love was one-sided. He left me without closure, and when we met again at Logan's parents', it seemed to pain him that I had moved on.
I shake my head, dismissing the memories. I don't want to think about Shawn right now.
Jake, who I thought was my fairy tale love, happens to be cheating on me with my twin sister. I see how happy they look together.
The last time I saw them, they seemed so in love while I was stuck in this complicated situation with Logan.
I feel a pang of pain and betrayal as I think about Jake and my sister together. I thought our love was strong and true, but I guess I was wrong. I try to shake off the feeling and focus on the present moment.
Logan, on the other hand, has been sweet, but the thought of Samantha makes me hesitant to commit to him. I don't want to give my all to him, only to end up getting burned again.
I shake my head, grab my toothbrush, add toothpaste, and start brushing. Once done, I take off my dress and have a quick warm bath. I need to be at the hospital today to see my mom; I need answers.
With my towel wrapped around me, I move to my room, moisturize my skin, and head to my closet to get my outfit.